Within a couple days of being home, I've had people ask me whether I'd be willing to do things in September. My answer (as politely as I could muster) has been along the lines of "I don't know - I haven't planned that far yet".
It's really true. For the last 6 months at least, everything has centered around getting ready to go to Ghana. I've been. I'm home. There are a few loose ends to wrap up at work but for the most part it's done. The question remains "What next?"
Over the last couple years my schedule has been pretty full, with a wide variety of things. Now I have to decide what I want the next year or so to look like. I could just let things unfold as they will, but life tends to get away from me when I do that.
I am a planner of short-term things, but I've never really been a long-range planner. You'd think that coming back from a place like Ghana I'd want to be more spontaneous and less planned in my time, but that isn't the case. I learned that time is valuable because of how you choose to spend it. If you're stuck in traffic for 2 hours will you fume about what you could be doing at home, or will you have a great conversation with the person next to you?
I'm not sure how exactly I'm going to do it, but I'm thinking about being more intentional in how I spend my time. At the very least, I'll try to make conscious choices about what my ministry at the non-profit I work for, will involve.
Time for supper now.